It's tiring.
I knew a whole new can of worms would be opened after all of this. It's one thing to want it but not really expect it. It's quite another to want it and have proof that it could.
With this month's appearance of my period, right on cue I might add, I was shocked at how crushed I felt. I had been holding my breath...hoping, more than I realized actually, that the miracle would happen again.
“Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck” (Dalai Lama)
I'm trying to get to the point where I feel like this.
I definitely have a lot more work to do before I'll get there, that's for sure.
There have been points in my life where I have been glad for unanswered prayers. But that has not been so with anything related in the fertility arena.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry. I know that all the fertile talk around you when you have just gone through an episode of personal hell makes you particularly sensitive.
I wish there was a way to get over it, but there is none. Not right now.
What st elsewhere said. So sorry. This just sucks. xo
ReplyDeleteThat is a great quote by the Dalai Lama, but it absolutely doesn't make the disappointment any easier. I do hope that bro will happen again for you. Hugs!
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