**Updated

Sigh.

The little follie that could even when it shouldn't is still around, only now he is a 12mm cystie that shouldn't.

It now all depends on my estrogen levels. If they are too high, then guess who gets to start birth control pills.

I am fucking tired of all of this. Why won't my body just work?

Double Sigh.

I have a rather strong feeling that I will not pass go this time. I am going to see about changing this into a natural cycle. The bad part is that my regular doctor is out at some conference, so I am not exactly sure who is in charge of my case. The doctor that scanned me is the far more conservative doctor. He was the one that wanted to cancel me on the last scan before my last retrieval. Anyway, it seems to me that it shouldn't matter if I have a cyst to natural cycle, but I suppose I could be wrong about that, too. Why not, right?

I'll update when I get the call on the results.

**Update:

E2 was 44. I dodged the bullet by 6. They wanted it below 50 or I was taking bcps. I even have the perscription. (how is that for optimism on their part?) I start del.estro.gen tonight. Same dosage as before 0.2ml. Pray that my body behaves this time!