Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Holy Shit.

My mind has been blown.

Seriously.

I am in a total state of disbelief.

9 years of no birth control.

7.5 IVF's.

Thousands upon thousands upon thousands of dollars spent.

And I get this today.

This was taken after about 30 seconds.
At the three minute mark, the lines were pretty
much the same intensity and thickness.
Maybe somewhere around 18-20 dpo?

Shocked doesn't even begin to describe how I am feeling right now.

I am concerned that this may not end well.

I don't know if that line represents beautifully doubling betas or if it is the downward spiral of a chemical.

There is also the risk of ectopic with my only tube the way it is?...was?

Fear is my overwhelming emotion right now. A glimmer of excitement is there, too.

Whoa.
at

23 comments:

  1. AllisonApril 25, 2013 at 12:13 AM

    HOLY SHIT!!!!!! Fingers crossed for you, girl!!!

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  2. JW MoxieApril 25, 2013 at 3:44 AM

    HOLY. SHIT.

    Whaaaaaa???? OMG.

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Praying, praying, praying fr you!

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  3. AmandaApril 25, 2013 at 4:42 AM

    Congratulations!!! =)

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  4. The Captain's WifeApril 25, 2013 at 4:57 AM

    Sticky sticky sticky Vibes!!

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  5. AmberApril 25, 2013 at 5:30 AM

    Woah! Really? Woo-Hoo!!! OMGoodness I cannot wait for your next post with an update!!

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  6. Melis.saApril 25, 2013 at 6:01 AM

    Ahhhhhh!!! So excited and hopeful for you!!!

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  7. carlaApril 25, 2013 at 6:07 AM

    Oh oh oh! Stacie!

    I've been following your blog for years- long before Jack came in to your lives. Opening this blogpost has my eyes full of tears for you.

    Will keep you very close to my thoughts, thinking great thoughts for you.

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  8. JessicaApril 25, 2013 at 6:25 AM

    Holy cow. Congrats and good luck!

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  9. K J and the kidsApril 25, 2013 at 6:51 AM

    OMG A LITTLE GIRL !!!!!
    So happy for you !
    Congratulations !

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  10. Egg TimerApril 25, 2013 at 7:26 AM

    I have chills for you. So happy. I hope this is the baby for you.

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  11. RachelApril 25, 2013 at 7:50 AM

    Praying for a healthy happy baby at the end! (Maybe a girl this time!)

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  12. Lollipop GoldsteinApril 25, 2013 at 9:52 AM

    Whoa! Thinking 1000 good thoughts for you as you navigate this.

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  13. KristinApril 25, 2013 at 10:26 AM

    Wow, wow, wow....so hopeful and more than a little excited for you!

    Praying hard.

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  14. AnonymousApril 25, 2013 at 2:49 PM

    Oh my goodness, with everything going on with the school stuff, this totally threw me for a loop! WoW!!!! Hoping good things from here!!!!

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  15. AnonymousApril 25, 2013 at 6:01 PM

    WOW!!! That is amazing!

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  16. wherethebleepisourstorkApril 25, 2013 at 6:09 PM

    That is awesome!!! Congrats!!!

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  17. RisaApril 25, 2013 at 6:45 PM

    Wow! Congratulations!!!! That's so exciting!

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  18. DoraApril 25, 2013 at 6:48 PM

    OMG OMG OMG!!! How about getting some progesterone? It couldn't hurt. Hoping for a long, uneventful pregnancy for you. Maybe with a little XX at the end so you're not so completely outnumbered by all the XYs. This is crazy and exciting. I can only imagine how scary, too. Big hug.

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  19. princessjo1988April 25, 2013 at 9:28 PM

    Fingers, toes, everything crossed for you.

    WOW! :D

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  20. DoraApril 26, 2013 at 10:47 AM

    Have you been to the dr? Had an u/s? I need an update! xo

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  21. St ElsewhereApril 26, 2013 at 11:11 PM

    Oh waaaaah!

    Woohoooo!

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  22. AnonymousApril 28, 2013 at 4:35 PM

    Holy Crap!!

    Crossing everything for you!!

    Carrie

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  23. DanifredMay 8, 2013 at 6:00 AM

    And a belated EEEEEEKKKKKKK! for you :)

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