Please

I'm sitting in the ER, waiting for my mom to come back from a CT scan. We came here several hours ago because at a doctor appointment for not feeling well, her BP was 186/87. Her pulse was 130. They thought she was having a heart attack.

We came.

They did an EKG.

And an X-ray.

And then they said spot on lung...

She's being scanned. It needs to be clear. It has to be.

Please.

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Biopsy tomorrow. Masses on stomach, lungs, and liver.  

There's a small chance that these are lesions from her sjogrens. The internal medicine doctor said malignancy is likely.

I just don't...I can't. 

I'm so very scared. I don't want to lose my mom, too.