Tuesday, June 17, 2008

This week has continued on its downward spiral. Yesterday, we got the police and autopsy reports for my dad's accident. There is nothing more surreal than reading in graphic detail the last moments of your father's life, that is, until you read about the weights and condition of the different parts of your father's body after his death.

Then we put one of our cats, the one I fed with a medicine dropper for weeks because she was too little to drink from a bowl when we found her, to sleep. The night was topped with burying her in the back yard.

A stellar evening all around.

Surely things are going to start getting better soon, right? I have to believe that or I am going to go crazy. Well, I suppose I should say crazier.

18 comments:

Fiddle1 said...

I can't imagine a more troubling, no traumatic, night. I am very, very sorry for the rough time you've had lately. It's like only a few moments of happiness are allowed in for you. I wish I could send you a big hug.

Topcat said...

Biggest, massive hugs to you my wonderful friend. What an awful, shitty time.

Even though it wasn't fathers day here, I was thinking of you and wondering if you were ok.

{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Btw - the post below, where you wrote "Fine then. Do it yourself. Stupid." Has made me smile for days. Thank you! xoxoxoxoxxoox

K J and the kids said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your cat.

My name is Andy. said...

Awww. I'm sorry you had such an awful day!

{{{{HUGS}}}}

I hope it gets better soon.

Caro said...

I hope things start looking up soon.

A.M.S. said...

No advice. Just hugs and my sympathy.

Erin said...

Hi. I am here from Lost and Found (but I think I have been here from NCLM before).

I just wanted to say that I am sorry you hare having a difficult time with so many things. I hope everything works out for you and your DH.

I have read a few autopsy reports in my day but never for a loved one. I think it should be banned for them.

I will keep you in my thoughts!

emilythehopeless said...

no words.. just lots of hugs for you..

battynurse said...

I'm so sorry. What an awful day. I hope that the next few days start to improve a bit. Hugs to you.

Still Standing Strong in A Bloom of Hope. said...

Sorry about your dad and cat.

*hugs*

I am going crazy too...:(

Martha@A Sense of Humor is Essential said...

((Hugs))I'm so sorry for your losses.

Neenie said...

omg stacie i am so sorry. sorry about the whole fathers day issue and hubby...sorry about your father and the horrible autopsy report...sorry about kitty :(
What a road this is for you- I wish I could fix something or put up a wall for you to prevent some of this stuff from coming at you.

But yes things will get better. I dont know when or in what way, but they will.

isa said...

words cannot express my sadness i have for you and the pain you still feel. i wish you some happiness for you and soon. I've been busy with a move to a new home, a computer that keeps crashing so i've been absent from reading your blog until today. i'm sorry about your father's day and what your going through with isaac. i keep you in my prayers often and hope that all of this just makes for a stronger family in the long run. hugs to you. isa

Cibele said...

I am so sorry.. HUGS

Katie said...

Via NaComLeavMo....
Things will get better, and you have every right to be feeling crazy right now!

Geohde said...

Stacie, I am sorry.

For what it's worth, I'm putting in an order for some good news for you soon,

J

DC said...

I am so sorry for your losses. It sounds like a terrible week. At least it's almost over. *hugs*

docgrumbles said...

I am sorry you to face such a truly awful day.

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