I have worked myself up into a near frenzy that "they" will find something. What they will find hasn't clearly been defined in my head, but I am freaked that something will be found on the scans. And for us, something always leads to surgery. Ugh.
Sh.awny's hair has just started to fill in all the bald spots from the last surgery. Let's all say it together, "No more surgery. No more surgery. No more surgery."
The scans are set for 11 am (non sedated one minute studies-should be interesting). Our scan review and follow-up with the neurosurgeon is at 1:30. We hope the asshole neurosurgeon will not be there, but I am not holding my breath about that one. I am hoping we'll make it home sometime before the 5:00 rush hour. Sadly, that isn't a guarantee. Being bumped because of emergencies is a common practice. Hell, we bumped enough patients with all of our surgeries, so I suppose I need to be understanding.
Sigh.
I don't want to be understanding, damn it.
Of course, now added to the scan fear is my worry about the germs we'll be exposed to while we are at the hospital. I have packed our diaper bag full of hand sanitizer and Clorox wipes in the hope that I can defuse some of our risk. If I could get the boys to wear masks, I'd do that, too!
If you could send good vibes our way for nice, clear scans and a germ free experience, I'd greatly appreciate it. Shoot, could you also throw in some good vibes for not having to be there all day. I'd love it if we could get home long before it gets dark!
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Please stop by and give Dawn your love, prayers, hugs, and support. Sadly, today she miscarried her baby girl at 14w1d and had a horrific experience at the ER.
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Sending only GOOD vibes your way...Good luck and lets hope you beat the rush hour traffic home!
No more surgeries! No more surgeries! No more surgeries! and clear scans, no germs and get home before dark!
No more surgery! And clear scans! And no nasty germs! And no rush-hour! Oh, and of course: No more surgery!
Good luck today. I hope you get the all clear.
Is there any reason why they're doing CTs instead of MRIs? Our yearly is an MRI.
My twin brother and I were premature.
An attempt to find a vein where I woudln't pull out the tube caused them to shave one side of my head...I pulled it out. So they shaved the other side, I pulled it out. Now I had a mohawk. Sweet. It took forever for my hair to grow back...I understand, poor guy.
I hope your visit isn't horrific. Oh the germs. I know. Praying for the boys. All goes well. They're due for an uneventful visit. You and hubby are due.
Keep us updated.
Sending good thoughts your way for today and for your boys..
sending all that and more your way dear...
No more surgeries, no more surgeries, no more surgeries.....hey, just cause I'm chanting doesn't mean you need to stop. come on...all together now. no more surgeries, no more surgeries.
Many MANY good vibes going your way, hon! Good luck today!
*HUGS*
No more surgery, no more surgery!
Hope everything is going well and that you get out of there soon!
sending you happy, sunny thoughts and a prayer for all to be well.
I'll be sending all my positive vibes your way to you all! Good luck with the asshole if he is there.
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Hoping the scans go smoothly and everyone comes back just as healthy as they went in.
Thinking of all 3 of you today and hoping for an "easy" day, however you can get it.
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