Last night, Is.aac and I had a date night. A few hours of quiet. A chance to reconnect a little. We managed to get away just long enough for dinner, but it was glorious nonetheless. It was so needed.
I have just been this jumbled ball of...energy for the last few weeks. I am still struggling to find my groove. It is unsettling for me to be this off for this long. Usually, I'll have an off day or two every now and then, but I am able to bounce back fairly quickly...It is taking longer to bounce back from things now.
Is it stress?
Hormones? (good grief, I hope the hair loss ends soon. I swear I have only ten hairs left on my head right now) \
Both?
I need to start taking my vitamins again...I am sure that isn't helping.
Whatever it is, I am ready for it to be over and done with already.
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I was pulling up to my mom's house yesterday, and there was a medical truck in front of the house. One of her neighbor's was in the doorway with the big boys. I could see my brother standing in the background, too. I started to panic.
I got out the car and ran up the driveway asking my brother what was going on. The asshole said they were taking my mom. I started shaking and was immediately upset. It didn't occur to me until several seconds later that there were no medical personnel. He said he was joking. "Can't you see her? She's fine." Ugh. I had to go to the bathroom to cry.
It wasn't funny. He can't understand why I got so upset or why I won't talk to him right now.
He's such an insensitive jerk.
How hard is it to realize that I don't know what I will do if something happens to her...
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Anywho, work was calm yesterday. Hallelujah.
The boys are being rock stars per usual.
I FINALLY got a call on Friday to set up therapy for them. Of course, they called while I was at work, so I'll have to connect with them next week, but at least this is something.
And it is a three day weekend. Can't get any better than that.
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Stop by Danifred's for more leftovers. :-)
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4 comments:
hooray for date night! joking about something medical is no where near cool~
Ahhhh...time away.
Have you talked to a doctor about your hair loss? It couldn't all be the vitamins, could it?
That is a sick joke that you brother tried...I would have gone batshit crazy. I am petrified of losing my mother.
Okay, that "joke" was just mean. I would have been equally upset.
Glad you got the call for therapy- horray, horray!
That was not funny at all. I would have panicked seeing any vehicle near my house, too.
So glad you and the hubby were able to have a date night.
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