Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Random Thoughts

It is wrong that I secretly love that Jack gives my mom the evil eye all day, right?

I love that he sees me and his face lights up. The second I pick him up he laughs. He won't laugh for my mom unless I am there.

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I need Jack's reaction to counter the big boys never wanting to come home. Sigh.

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I still beyond annoyed about therapy. After a discussion between the two of us (which may have had lots of yelling and tears) it was decided that Is.aac was going to step up and take the boys to therapy on Monday.

I am having mixed emotions about it.

I need to be able to feel like I don't have the sole responsibility of the big boys' doctor appointments/therapy sessions. It is a lot of pressure, and I continue to beat myself up for anything (everything) that goes against the plan. But....when Is.aac does something like this, he is never very upfront with information. I have to practically beat it out of him. He doesn't see the importance in the things that ARE important, so he just "forgets" them.

It drives me batty.

Sigh. I need to give up some responsibility. He needs to take some. I just need to deal.

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I am now up to 40 kids in one class. I have 36 kids in three classes. I have 27 kids in the last class.

So much for balancing.

Fortunately, the class of 27 has my most challenging students. I can handle a class of 27 attention seekers. It gets to be overwhelming when you get to 40.

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It's freaking hot here. I actually took off my jacket for once! Lol.

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3 comments:

Kristin said...

It's not wrong to enjoy Jack's evil eye.

The whole therapy situation is hard. We don't have the medical issues you have and, when Vic took Gabe in for his back to school check up, he didn't remember his height and weight. I just decided to laugh instead of giving in to the annoyance I felt. {{{Hugs}}}

Those class sizes are insane.

Carrie27 said...

40 kids?! Craziness!! Make some room in the budgets and hire more teacher so the students can actually learn.

It is hard to be mommy, wanting to be everywhere but also not wanting to feel completely responsible.

sam said...

Forty kids? Ugh. I hate it when other people don't do it the right way-which is my way, dammit!

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