I Really Wish He Wouldn't Throw Up. Ever. That Wouldn't Be too Much to Ask, Would It?

Sh.awn had another episode tonight--#4. He was fine, and then all of sudden he wasn't. I don't know what it is that's going on with him, but I do NOT like it. We may have a better insight into a trigger, though. Yea?

He's resting on the floor of the living room while we watch Project Runway. I have the strongest urge that I need to watch him breathe.

I hate it when he throws up. Fear instantly creates a knot in the pit of my stomach. I get tightly wound and stay that way while I wait for something else to happen. Sigh.

We handled it better this time, which, I don't know, makes me feel uneasy. It's awful to have enough of these episodes to compare.

And it is just plain sad to hear Ja.son ask if we are taking Sh.awn to the hospital again because he threw up.