Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Holy Shit.

My mind has been blown.

Seriously.

I am in a total state of disbelief.

9 years of no birth control.

7.5 IVF's.

Thousands upon thousands upon thousands of dollars spent.

And I get this today.

This was taken after about 30 seconds.
At the three minute mark, the lines were pretty
much the same intensity and thickness.
Maybe somewhere around 18-20 dpo?

Shocked doesn't even begin to describe how I am feeling right now.

I am concerned that this may not end well.

I don't know if that line represents beautifully doubling betas or if it is the downward spiral of a chemical.

There is also the risk of ectopic with my only tube the way it is?...was?

Fear is my overwhelming emotion right now. A glimmer of excitement is there, too.

Whoa.

23 comments:

Allison said...

HOLY SHIT!!!!!! Fingers crossed for you, girl!!!

JW Moxie said...

HOLY. SHIT.

Whaaaaaa???? OMG.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Praying, praying, praying fr you!

Amanda said...

Congratulations!!! =)

The Captain's Wife said...

Sticky sticky sticky Vibes!!

Amber said...

Woah! Really? Woo-Hoo!!! OMGoodness I cannot wait for your next post with an update!!

Melis.sa said...

Ahhhhhh!!! So excited and hopeful for you!!!

carla said...

Oh oh oh! Stacie!

I've been following your blog for years- long before Jack came in to your lives. Opening this blogpost has my eyes full of tears for you.

Will keep you very close to my thoughts, thinking great thoughts for you.

Jessica said...

Holy cow. Congrats and good luck!

K J and the kids said...

OMG A LITTLE GIRL !!!!!
So happy for you !
Congratulations !

Egg Timer said...

I have chills for you. So happy. I hope this is the baby for you.

Rachel said...

Praying for a healthy happy baby at the end! (Maybe a girl this time!)

Lollipop Goldstein said...

Whoa! Thinking 1000 good thoughts for you as you navigate this.

Kristin said...

Wow, wow, wow....so hopeful and more than a little excited for you!

Praying hard.

Anonymous said...

Oh my goodness, with everything going on with the school stuff, this totally threw me for a loop! WoW!!!! Hoping good things from here!!!!

Anonymous said...

WOW!!! That is amazing!

wherethebleepisourstork said...

That is awesome!!! Congrats!!!

Risa said...

Wow! Congratulations!!!! That's so exciting!

Dora said...

OMG OMG OMG!!! How about getting some progesterone? It couldn't hurt. Hoping for a long, uneventful pregnancy for you. Maybe with a little XX at the end so you're not so completely outnumbered by all the XYs. This is crazy and exciting. I can only imagine how scary, too. Big hug.

princessjo1988 said...

Fingers, toes, everything crossed for you.

WOW! :D

Dora said...

Have you been to the dr? Had an u/s? I need an update! xo

St Elsewhere said...

Oh waaaaah!

Woohoooo!

Anonymous said...

Holy Crap!!

Crossing everything for you!!

Carrie

Danifred said...

And a belated EEEEEEKKKKKKK! for you :)

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