My mom was nice enough to take the big boys today so Is.aac and I could relax and get some rest. Yeah. I heart my mom. She is always doing awesome things like this for us. So, we are currently in bed. Before you get too excited, I have a sleeping baby on my chest and my husband is sawing logs next to me. Interestingly, even with all the log sawing, he still claims he "can't sleep" and made me turn off the television. Boo.
Because I am too lazy to get up and head to the living room (it is my lazy day too, damn it!), I am lying here pouting and blogging.
Husbands stink sometimes. Ahem.
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I am still battling the effects of hormones. It's hard to judge what is "normal" and what is maybe more than the so called baby blues. I don't think I have hit the depression stage...but how do I know for sure? I didn't know last time until I was finally feeling a bit better-some five or six months later.
And frankly, try as I might to not compare this experience to the boys' birth, I still find myself doing so. The odd part is that my only reference point from then is so skewed that it only confuses me when I do compare it to now. Sigh.
I think Is.aac is working through his own baby blues. It started when I was pregnant and has gotten worse since the baby arrived. I do hope as things settle, he is able to relax a bit more.
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It would be nice if I could just turn my brain off for a week or two.
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After we pick the boys up later, I think we will head to the mall to see the Easter Bunny. I almost didn't even realize that Easter was this weekend!
Hope you all have a wonderful holiday!
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