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| The boys "napping" this afternoon. They were laughing so hard they woke up the baby, too. lol |
I love that these two have finally discovered each other. They are truly playing together now and laughing--oh, how I love to hear them laughing together. My heart swells with love and pride. :)
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Today, the 16th of January, is their estimated due date. I image it only really matters in my head and heart. Is.aac acted like I am some kind of weirdo because I pointed it out to him.
To him, and everyone else for that matter, this is just another day.
It's so much more for me.
I'm not sad about it like I used to be. I don't constantly beat myself up for failing them anymore.
It is what it is.
That means I'm making progress at least.
But each year, and I suspect for many years to come, I'll acknowledge this day and allow myself the freedom to wonder about those "could have beens."
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It is the BEST when they start playing with each other! I love this picture and the fact that you've stopped blaming yourself. Progress is progress...
LOVE that pic of the boys! Glad that it may be getting easier to let go of some of the sadness of "what could have been." What you have here and now are 3 amazing boys, who are doubtlessly going to show the world that anything is possible. And do it with a smile (and laugh!!!) :)
Awww, I love it ! Isn't it great to have a built in playmate.
Happy due date boys !
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