Today's line was nonexistent. Nothing. Bare. Stark White. On fmu. Wonderful.
I even made Is.aac recheck yesterday's to validate that I wasn't going crazy. Yes, there was a faint line.
So, either I picked up a tiny bit of trigger on last night's test or something was happening and now it isn't.
Either way...hell.
I should have waited until beta.
*Updated to add:
WTF? There was a faint line when I pulled the sucker out of the trash a while later. Way to fuck with me, huh? Just keep them coming, universe. I can take it.
I think.
According to my obsessive compulsive number crunching, and assuming my math is correct, if I followed the expected half life of hcg I should have had only 4.5 mIU/ml in my system yesterday. Today should be less than 2.25 mIU/ml. Maybe it was trigger yesterday? Oh, I don't know.
I think I am pregnant. But maybe my mind is fucking with me?
I went to get my E2 and progesterone checked. I'll update when I get the info. Thanks for the encouragement everyone.
I.have.lost.my.mind.
**Updated again to add:
E2 - 711 (they look for anything over 150)
Progesterone - 86 (they want it to be over 30)
Beta in 4 days.
At least that looks good.
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At 10dpo on the cycle that gave me my boys, I wrote this:
I went in for my progesterone and estrogen check today. My progesterone level was 34 (above 30 is what they want to see) and my estrogen was 400 (they look for above 150). "All looks good," said nurse Michelle. I am to stay on the same meds and wait for my beta next week. 6 days from now. A lifetime away.
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I'm voting trigger...!
Toes are still crossed for you!
Hoping and praying you get a wonderful surprise come beta day.
Don't give up yet!!!! We are still praying for you!!! Keep the faith.
Love ya,
Jen
OMFG
Everytime I come here and read, I can't say anything else. I am still gurgling with excitement and positivity for you- and a straight jacket.....did anyone ever tell you that you have TWO WIGGLY TODDLERS and you have energy for more? I's be like "OK Swim when you're 72, mommy will give you a brother or sister" Lolllllllllll YOU FREAKING ROCK STACIE- Has anyone ever told you that? MOM OF THE CENTURY AWARD FOR YOUUUUUUU!!!!!
And 10dpo is early- don't flip out, Don't freak out. Stay positive. Get some more ice cream. And some cake.
I am crossing my fingers so tight for you it hurts- Sending you vibes of sticky sticky and tons of hugs!!!!!
Oh dude, sucks. I'm sorry.
Don't give up hope. I know how evil it can be.
(Hugs)
Hell indeed.
Hoping things swing back the other way by the time that test SHOULD be fully reliable, in what... three of four days? I bet they will. Thinking about you!
No. No, no, no. This can't be. I am going to put my money on it being a tiny bit of leftover trigger and that the tests will turn + again tomorrow or the next day.
My dear stacie- this is why we do not test before! It will just drive you insane.
Of course, we both know that we didnt wait last time.
BTW- Maybe a singleton pg takes time to show up- just a thought.
You're pregnant. I just called your doctor to confirm. YOU ARE SO PREGNANT!!!!
OK I didn't call but still- I feel it too!!!
Arghhhhhhh....I hate this part! I have EVERYTHING crossed for you that this is it.
Tests are evil. Each time I say I won't test, and each time I end up doing exactly that. Hang in there. I know how tough it is to be on this vicious coaster of there/not there.
Oh the tww is a total b-word, isn't it.
Also, I know we're not meant to look at old pee sticks or compare lines, but I did that, too.
Hoping you get an unambigous bfp soon.
g
That sounds awesome!!!!!!! just try to be patient.......... i did say try!
God, I hope this is it! I'm glad your other numbers look good. I'm thinking about you, Stacie.
Thanks for your sweet words:) They mean a lot.
OMG up, down, up down.
I'm so fucking happy for you.
You are so pregnant.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Keeping my fingers crossed...how aggravating on the pregnancy test reading positive a while later. What test are you using? An early result test? I'm just pouring out preggo vibes to you :D
Tomorrow it will be darker.
You are pregnant. It's twins.
The 2nd half of the 2WW can play soooooo many games on your mind.
Although I am definitely hoping for a certain outcome for you, in the meantime I'm hoping that you can find a little calm.
OMG, OMG, OMG.
That is all.
your numbers look good - hang in there!
You are totally pregnant.
And I agree with Neenie. I don't know how you do it. Where do you get the energy?
The fact that you are even CHANCING twins again speaks volumes about you. I think having twins again would kill me.
You are a superhero.
A pregnant superhero.
:)
Carrie
I lied. You are pregnant. It's a singleton.
WHERE IS THE RESULTS FROM TODAY'S STICK !!! TAKE THAT TEST GIRL !!!
I remember that happening to me with Bug. I took the test. waited the time and nothing. I put it on the counter got dressed and cleaned up, went to throw it away and there was a faint line. WTF.
Hang in there. It will happen for you. Just pray it's not six or seven little kiddos at once.
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