Rage aimed at everything
at nothing.
I am so sick of falling on the wrong side of the odds every fucking time I turn around. Life is just so unfair a lot of the time.
I just want to scream
and hit things.
Ugh!!!!
I am giving myself tonight. Tonight I'll cry.
Tomorrow I will move on. I just wish that tomorrow looked a little brighter.
Sigh.
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BTW - my little nicholas was conceived on oct 7 2007 after 3 healthy doses of ganirelix (and yours is cheap at $94 - mine was $128 each!) -- those dates are similar and the follies and protocols similar - fingers crossed, and i couldn't completely tell from your last post - if the RE will let you continue this cycle anyhow? you were waiting for him to call back -- not sure if it was on that.
can you start taking anything to plump up you lining? progesterone i think?? maybe you can ask?
can I join your pity party?
Make that a party for two. I'm right here for you girl.
I'll pour you a drink and one for myself. the odds thing is awful. Oh.. there's a 1% chance of something happening- that would be us.. just about every time.
I'm sorry. You deserve your pity party.. thinking of you.
--Trish
while your crying have you some sex! :-)
I am so sorry Stacie. {{{Hugs}}}
i hope you get a good, angry cry out and that tomorrow morning you get all the love and happiness bright and early ((HUGS))
Wishing and praying that all of your tomorrows are brighter and happier than your previous days.
It's completely unfair and you have every right to be angry.
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