About a half an hour after I finished eating, I felt light headed. I went to go lay down for a few minutes before we got everyone dressed. I woke up an hour later feeling even worse. The night went downhill from there.
Needless to say, I did not go trick or treating with the boys. Actually, no one went. Is.aac was pretty worried about how quickly (and violently) I got sick.
Now today, I feel sad that I missed out on celebrating such a fun day with the boys. I know they don't care. I know they won't remember. But still, it just hurts me to let even this one silly holiday slip by without going all out. We've worked so hard to get the chance to celebrate anything at all! I still can't shake the feeling that I have to go make the most of these types of things and celebrate while we can.
I still want to dress the boys up and take loads of pictures. At least that is something, right?
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Tonight is my first PIO shot. There's no turning back now. Friday is on its way.





9 comments:
I am so excited for you. I hope to be joining you soon!
PS....PLEASE still take the pictures of the boys. I would love to see them!
-C
20 yrs from now, they will never know if the pictures were taken the day of Halloween or the day after. I say dress them up and take pictures anyway.
Good luck with this cycle.
I'm so sorry about the sickness... and bummer that you all missed trick-or-treating. Yes, photos will have to be "good enough" this year - and you're right that it's more about your enjoyment this year than theirs. :-)
Fingers crossed for Friday!!!
Don't feel bad - I didn't celebrate this year either for different reasons.
I agree, though, take their pictures so we can see just how cute they look.
Still praying for you!
Sorry about that stupid sandwich ruining the night! Good luck with the transfer!
Sweetie of COURSE you should dress them up.
Hell, if it were me I'd call some neighbors or friends and tell them we were coming over to trick-or-treat. There is no freakin' reason you or they should have to miss that fun.
Geesh, you know EVERYONE has some extra candy on hand right now.
Make it happen Momma!!
I hear you.
I went to the hospital mid afternoon with major cramping and other fun preterm signs that turned out to be nothing. I was told I did too much the week before and back to the couch. meaning I couldn't go out with Bug T or T.
I know how much it sucks. I'm missing out on so much. I feel your pain.
Definitely dress them up and put pics up.
I am so sorry you didnt get to dress the boys up this year. You still can though, and take pictures!
I am sending you happy thoughts for Friday, thinking of you!
I understand being disapointed ... it rained here trick or treat night... and not a rain that was condusive to going door to door...
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