Still alive, just feeling quiet and unsettled. I hate that feeling.

There's a possibility that AF is on her way either tomorrow or Tuesday as I started spotting today. It is about time, but I am not sure if that will give me enough time to cycle this month because of the stupid lab closure. (still finding it hard to be sympathetic about that!) If not, I should start my next period right in the middle of the lab being closed so I don't know if a cycle is possible in December either. I'm trying not to worry about it until I can find out more details. Trying is the key word there--trying but not necessarily succeeding.

To help, I have made this my theme song for the next couple of days...



Bob Marley — Three Little Birds

"Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', ("This is my message to you-ou-ou:")

Singin': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!"

Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', "This is my message to you-ou-ou:"

Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right. Don't worry!"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing" - I won't worry!
"'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."

Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right" - I won't worry!
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, oh no!
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!