Saturday, July 10, 2010

3 measurable follies in the 10-12mm range.

1 on the right. 2 on the left. Possibly 2 others which are around 6mm. That's it. With all of this bloat and being this uncomfortable.

3.

I go back for monitoring on Monday to decide if I want to finish the cycle.

Of course this was after the RE said something about how I had a slow start but that he felt that things would start happening. He even said my fsh was still manageable.

After the scan he asked if I wanted to proceed.

It was all I could do to not start bawling on the spot.

I am so defeated by this. Maybe this won't ever happen for us after all.

I made it out the door of the clinic before the flood gates opened. Now I wait for them to close.

Update:

E2 = 207, LH = 7. Meds stay the same, but I add Cetrotide tonight and tomorrow. Things keep looking worse and worse.

Today is day 6 of stims.

My head is killing me. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself (I have a bridal shower to go to in an hour) but the pity party continues. :-(

14 comments:

Circus Princess said...

Did they give you an option to increase the stims? My first scan I only had three, and ended up with eight at retrieval after they upped the meds.

Thinking of you and sending lots of positive thoughts and big warm hugs!

Carrie27 said...

Hugs, my friend, hugs. :(

Jennifer said...

Hugs Stac.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, couldn't they increase the stims?

Here's hoping for more follies on Monday.

Carrie

Michelle said...

Im sorry Stacie....but its really not over. It can still happen.

MrsSpock said...

Hope those ovaries still come through for you!

Melis.sa said...

I hope the follies grow!! Hope your headache eases up :(

K J and the kids said...

Sorry about the disappointing numbers. I hope things work out in the end.

Kristin said...

Oh honey, keeping my fingers crossed that things turn around.

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you!

edenland said...

Oh sweet lady. I hope the bridal shower was manageable, awesome timing for that.

Gah - I just wish it was easier for you. This sucks. It just really really sucks.


XOXOXOXOXOOXOX

MommynMama said...

Stacie~
Sending you big hugs! I hope things work out for you all.

C

Open Air said...

Stacie,

Thanks for your comment on my blog.

That's hard being asked if you want to continue. Exactly a year ago, I was day 6, and they told me they didn't know if I would make retrieval. I bawled the entire day. But a few days later, they told me I would make it, and I ended up having nine mature eggs. So, you never know what can happen. It's a ride, alright! (And not always a fun one.) Keep your chin up! It's not over till it's over. :)

Roccie said...

Crap.

I want you to print out the comment from Open Air and carry it around with you all day.

Crap.

I am so sorry for the news, but wont they still do it for 3?

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