I've been dreading it, really. I am not sure how I am going to be. Each minute will seem like forever. Each pain and ache has already started to make me worry.
I've been poking him like crazy. Poor thing. It makes me nervous when he is quiet too long.
Wake up!
Tell me you're okay in there!
I'm telling myself that tomorrow I'll be able to relax some. After today, I'll be in uncharted territory as far as pregnancy goes. There are no terrorversaries left to torment me.
I just need to make it through this day.
28 weeks, 3 days.
I don't want to find out if lightening will strike again. I know far too well what can and does happen to babies born right now.
I can't imagine how broken I'll be if I deliver this little one this early, too.
That's a lie. I can imagine...I just don't want to.
Please let me make it through this day with Baby Lo still safely inside me. He deserves it.
Please.
Posts
7 comments:
Thinking about you today. Just take one moment at a time and this day will pass and turn in to several more weeks of baby growing happily inside you :)
Congratulations at making it to the boys' gestation today! And still up and running (well, up, anyway)! Go on, keep biting your nails until you fall asleep tonight, you're totally allowed to do so. And just before you fall asleep, take a moment to remind yourself: every day after this one is a bonus day! Compared to the boys' pregnancy, that is...
And you've still got lots of wonderful bonus days to come. Like, well, THREE WHOLE MONTHS of them! And you'll get there, and you'll take home your scarily unfamiliar and surprisingly tiny (believe me, you might think you'll consider him big, but once he's in your arms you won't believe the other two were ever as tiny as this one, let alone tinier) newborn.
Praying that baby Lo stays put for 10+ weeks! Thinking good thoughts for you as you get through your day.....
Hoping today and the next 11 1/2 weeks go by uneventfully :)
Thinking of you today. Big hugs!
I am thinking of you today. Tomorrow is a new day! And the first of many more days you'll still be pregnant! Go Baby Lo! Good things are happening for you guys, I can feel it :)
Sweetie... I hate it that you are tormented by this. I'll be glad for you that tomorrow will bring a new and happy anniversary and the day after that too - you'll keep him in and he'll be fine and you'll be making new milestones with every passing minute.
I know all to well that you won't be settled in your mind until he's fully cooked, delivered safely, and you have him home from the hospital safely. All you can do is try to maintain until that coming-home day arrives.
Hugs.
Post a Comment